Arts Thread

She is an actual existence, but she is full of negative energy. She likes dark things and extreme things. She often overthinks and feels anxious because of various things which haven't happened yet. She cries, breaks down at night, and sometimes even hurts herself uncontrollably. She tried medication to control it, but sometimes it wasn't very effective. She doesn't like to socialize and always stays away from people. She often feels like a sense of powerlessness comes over her. She felt herself falling into the darkness, constantly plunging into the deep sea and letting the water wrap around her body, but she felt impassive and unable to resist. However, she seems to have accepted this feeling because this situation always happens. It was like this feeling was integrated into her life, making her life dim and low, as she could only see black and white in her world, and occasionally it might appear gray. It was also as if she was vaguely possessed by this emotion, wrapped in the cold chill of the sea. She tried to walk out, speak up, or express herself in many ways, but all were unsuccessful. She is me. So the whole collection, I tried to focus on the connection between clothes and emotions. I visualize the relationship between me and negative emotions. When I deal with this emotion, it feels like trying to release my other dark self and let it start to emerge and take over my body. At the same time, she pushed my sunny self into the emotional abyss, sending me down into the darkness and deep. Therefore, in this process, I take inspiration from keywords such as "tearing," "self-harm," "consumed by darkness," and "falling into the abyss and the deep" and then unfold them. I tried to express "tearing" with irregular lines and pulling the fabric.